Sunday 13 November 2011

Father's Love

It’s been awhile since I last posted here. Well, sorry readers ’cause once again, my laptop needs to be repaired. Or should I say, I need a new laptop.
I’ve been thinking of what will I write today. I have a lot of things on my mind now and I want to tell you everything but I don’t know how to start. I decided to write about my Papa. My Papa whom I’ve seen twice.
So here’s the story. Last night, I was going home from Makati when someone sent a friend request on my Facebook. Then, I saw my Papa’s name. I didn’t know what would I do. I was hesitant at first but my friend told me to accept his friend request. So I accepted it. I was using my Blackberry phone last night and the screen’s too small so I had a hard time reading his profile and looking at his pictures. So I told myself, I was going to look at his profile today. So I was browsing his profile awhile ago and then I saw this picture

my half-brother, my Papa’s wife, my half-sister, my Papa. I cried when I saw this picture. How I wish I could hug my Papa.
Look at them, they’re one big happy family while I was all alone. It’s hard when you’re an illegitimate child. I wanted to see him but I couldn’t. I wanted to hug him but he’s too far away. I wanted to feel his love but he’s with his family. I was jealous. All my life I was longing for a father’s love.
I hope someday, we will see each other again. He will hug me and tell me that he loves me, that he’s so proud of me. I want him to be my side when I’m at my weakest.
I want my father and I need his love.

Wednesday 2 November 2011

Christmas Wishlist 2011

VINTAGE POLAROID CAMERA

LA SARDINA CAMERA — METAL EDITION

COMPLETE SET OF DIANA F+ LENS

COMPLETE SET OF MITCH ALBOM BOOKS

THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY BOOKS

VINTAGE NECKLACE

PAINTING SET

A TRIP TO GLENDALE, CALIFORNIA. I MISS MY FRIEND, NICOLE MANALAC. :(

I WANT TO MEET MARK SALLING <3

MOMMY IDA AND PAPA RAUL. I WANT TO CELEBRATE MY CHRISTMAS WITH MY PARENTS. I DON’T WANT TO BE ALONE AGAIN THIS COMING HOLIDAY. :(

AND LASTLY, I WANT TO BE “HAPPY” FINALLY.

Tuesday 1 November 2011

Boracay with Buena Familia (Photos)

Good morning from the Philippines. I’m posting photos from my travel last week. Boracay with my bestfriend, her boyfriend and her friends. It’s fun and really memorable. I’ll blog the whole story behind these pictures later this evening or tomorrow. Have fun looking at our photos. :)
Day 1
> Arrived at Caticlan Airport at 4pm

someone’s waiting for us. :)
> Rode a tricycle to Caticalan port
> Road a boat to Boracay

> Checked-in at Roque’s place
> Dinner (forgot the name of the restaurant)

> Strolled the island of Boracay

> Starbucks
Day 2
> Went to the Market

> Cooked lunch at Roque’s place


>Lunch
> Stayed at our room and just goofed around


> SWIMMING AT THE BEACH!!!!







Day 3
> Island Hopping

CROCODILE ISLAND



We met Manong who sell 3 ice creams for only 100 pesos.Just imagine how hard it is for him to have this kind of job. I salute you Manong!!!!
> Snorkeling

I love this picture. It’s so funny! :D
> Helmet Diving


> Lunch at Mang Inasal


MY NEW FRIEND :)
> Dinner at Hap Chan


> PARTY PARTY!!!


> Day 4
> stayed at our place the whole day
> Played my Diana F+ Lomo Cam, Color Splash and Fish-eye lens. :)



> ATV then drove to Amihan Peak to catch the sunset but we’re too late. :(



I love this double -exposure shot taken by Bryan using his Nikon DSLR. Analog meets Digital. :)


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Nikon DSLR vs. Diana F+ Lomo Cam.

> Buffet lunch

> Bought pasalubong
> Night swimming
Day 5
> Bye bye Boracay :(
Hello Manila.